So all in all I would say I have been doing pretty good this week at the gym. All four days, at least an hour..with cardio every day.

Whats annoying me, is that I know how hard I have worked..and how sore and tired my body is today..BUT some how I cant say no to a piece of pizza for lunch, and two scoops of mint choc chip ice cream after.

I know I'm not fat by any means, but like, what's a girl got to do for a little self control. The WORST part is that I can't really even enjoy what I am eating because I know its terrible for me.

Now let me also explain that I (unlike my darling father) am not really big on Ice Cream.. I am however VERY big on Mint Chocolate Chip ice cream..it is in fact the only flavor I really do enjoy. With that being said, should I really feel that terrible about eating two scoops out of a plastic cup at 2pm PST on Friday? Probably not.... but I do, because not only do I want to have a rockin' hard bikini bod, I also want to just be better about what I am putting in my body.

I don't know, its not the end of the world, but when pizza and icecream are combined its like my weakness.. and I just buckle under the sight of it. I wonder if i'll ever be one of the people who function under the motto "nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" Its a serious struggle.

In any event...here I am looking at an empty cup of ice cream and a pizza crust while swearing at myself because now I have to go to the abs class tonight at the gym, when before it was just a thought. Maybe that's the real reason i'm pissed.